Is it the drugs or is it just me?
I guess technically I am premenstral and menopausal, but everything is giving me the right arse.
I don't think I am having mood swings, but I do know that I feel a lot less patient than normal. Sometimes generally I feel really tired, and I get fed up with people who ask pointless questions or want instant answers that I can't give them, either because I am tired to pull together all the information or don't have the information to hand right now; I get fed up with people stating random standalone facts, that require no kind of interaction or response, just for me to switch off from what ever I was thinking about or listening to, or singing or concerntrating on to hear, particularly if (sorry R);I have heard it many times before, or (sorry A) if it is about something obscure babbling and difficult to decifer.
Maybe I should give up IVF now, how will I ever have the patience for a child when I'm tired.
And I am sure I will be tired all the time.
Because the truth is I think I always feel a bit like that, but maybe I am just more self aware sometimes.
Well we are off for our Anniversary for a short trip, and that will be lovely :-)
The sun is out, so I am going to put on a bouncy smile (in about 1 hour, I still need about an hour of not having to think) and have a lovely day.
I have to pick up Richard's anniversary present, hopefully he will like it.
:-)
And then we have to (after our break) save save save!
Because we are going to be broke broke broke!
I guess technically I am premenstral and menopausal, but everything is giving me the right arse.
I don't think I am having mood swings, but I do know that I feel a lot less patient than normal. Sometimes generally I feel really tired, and I get fed up with people who ask pointless questions or want instant answers that I can't give them, either because I am tired to pull together all the information or don't have the information to hand right now; I get fed up with people stating random standalone facts, that require no kind of interaction or response, just for me to switch off from what ever I was thinking about or listening to, or singing or concerntrating on to hear, particularly if (sorry R);I have heard it many times before, or (sorry A) if it is about something obscure babbling and difficult to decifer.
Maybe I should give up IVF now, how will I ever have the patience for a child when I'm tired.
And I am sure I will be tired all the time.
Because the truth is I think I always feel a bit like that, but maybe I am just more self aware sometimes.
Well we are off for our Anniversary for a short trip, and that will be lovely :-)
The sun is out, so I am going to put on a bouncy smile (in about 1 hour, I still need about an hour of not having to think) and have a lovely day.
I have to pick up Richard's anniversary present, hopefully he will like it.
:-)
And then we have to (after our break) save save save!
Because we are going to be broke broke broke!
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