Hard Bumps

Trying to roll over with the hurt bits is putting extra stress on my tummy. Sounds silly but being completely new to this pregnancy thing I'm just hoping I don't squeeze anyone out just rolling over.

I have my blood test today fingers crossed I don't have any of the things they are currently testing for Hep E, EBV and CMV as the possible prognosis for the bumps is too horrible to consider. Sounds like these illnesses are fairly easy to get but are really dangerous in pregnancy. I will just keep hoping and praying to whatever forces, deity or gods that might be listening that everything is ok.
I do believe if we have children that aren't perfect it will be hard but we will never love them any less we will just have to work harder and learn new tricks to keep them safe, but still I hope that no matter what, they are born able to grow and enjoy life.

I love my bumps. At the moment they still don't yet feel like babies I have bonded with. Granny P says this is as nature intends and my head will change to match my heart as they become more "viable".....
I hate that word!

I watch people with their children pushing them and constantly chatting to them and helping them ride their bike and I am afraid that Richard and I will not be able to show them the love and attention they need, I really hope they are the kind of children people love and want to hug, so they get enough hugs, I know triplets will be a spectacle everyone will want to touch, breathe on and peer at. But we will need extra hands to show th how special they are.

Mum would tell me not to invite trouble that isn't due with my worrying, but I am considering plans!!!